I feel so much better after I went to the prayer meeting. Ahah i wasn't even that sure why i went. I guess i just wanted to feel better, and i knew i would after i went. And It made me feel like the emptiness and the void inside of me became much smaller. Yep. it's still there. somehow, somewhere. but it had tremendously healed.
And i guess, yeah. I like being around people with so much faith and positivity. It made me realize how there are bigger things out there which are more important than my own. And i like seeing in this new perspective.
i asked gan about the thing that was stuck in my head and he said i should keep praying and stuff. I mean it's so unreal, really. I never thought this day would actually come where id finally ask someone for advice about it??? Idek how to feel about this. I'm so scared lol. Scared and lil sad.
Sigh. Yeah. Im still learning, and i hope to be better, whether in terms of my attitude, personality, or the way i am. I am grateful for all that i have and i couldn't have asked for more.
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