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Literally. LITERALLY. literALLY. 

EVERYTIME EVERY SINGLE TIME. 

Everytime i do something that has something to do with something about him, even something as small as THINKING about him; i either get a text from him or something like that. 

What is this??? What is this sixth sense connectivity??? 

coicidence?? Really?? 

I read from somewhere that we have tiny lil' antennas inside our cells, and that if we just simply do something related to a certain person i.e thinking about calling that person, text, seeing, etc. that person will also get a sense or a flash of you or something ahahahhahah bs much solii. 

This post is crap bye. I was just kinda caught up by the moment 

Insufferable bastards

I realize not only have i been self-centered and egoistic, but i was also always selfish, stubborn, over-analyzing and assuming (an assumer, if thats a word) 

I think im in one of my most dreaded mood swings mode. Becoz i somehow currently honestly feel like, i need so much space from everyone and everything and yet i also crave company. And then there's a whole lot of other things going on in my head that i cant fathom or get rid of. Im in a very fragile state  And yet i dont even know why. 

Being with so many new people recently actually opened up a few unopened eyes. Because each new people i meet has different perspective in things. And this helps me because i see things the way i want to. And with their perspective and experiences, i learn new things myself without being forced to understand. I hate contradictions. 

I also hate whatever im going through right now. This is temporary. Just like everything else